Centre of the “I”

I’ve been feeling a bit off lately… not sure what. For several days now I feel the same, not worse and not better… perhaps, if anything, a little worse (sorer throat/more swollen glands).

Anyways last night I was having difficulty sleeping as my head was racing… I decided to ‘downshift’ and move into the heart chakra.

I noticed that from here there is a ‘thinking’ happening too, but its not the same. It’s more like if you watch the bars showing the different sound frequencies when listening to music. There are no words, just feelings.

Whenever there was a big enough ’spike’ in this emotional centre there was an accompanying thought that arose from the brain/babbler area.

These spikes or bars could go on both sides of what you could consider a ‘neutral’ line in that some were obviously what we could consider “positive” and some were what we could consider “negative” although when observing without the babbler these labels mean nothing… they are just frequencies, some higher and some lower.

Then, as I think my lymphatic system is impacted, I had to go to the bathroom…. frequently…. again I observed a message of some sort coming from the base centre and coming up to the brain… although as I was attuned without thinking I ’knew’ the message before I even thought it.

This centre is considerably more ‘primitive’ in the way it interprets data. It is another thing altogether, different from the ‘frequencies’ of the heart and the words of the brain….. it seems to be more bodily-sensation based.

I feel that every single cell of the body likely has an “I” of some sort wrapped up with it. Although obviously as one divides up the body further the more primitive it’s ability to send and receive data.

I guess this fits in very well with the Taoist idea that each of the organs have their own ‘intelligence’, because in many ways they do.

Interesting experience.

Monkey.

~ by Monkey on October 2, 2008.